Second chance; I guess

Baru je nak keluar makan just now..brunch (breakfast + lunch sekali angkut je)..Almaklum je lah, hujung2 minggu, memang lambat bangun..nak nak lagi bila home alone ni kan; my fams are in Sabah, holiday katanya... huhu..nak buat camane, aku tak cuti lagi n got test last friday n this coming monday..tapi takpelah, that's not the point of this entry....


back to the story, aku pun dapat lah call dari nombor yg tak dikenali..starts with 03..sah, nombor kl ni...aku pun angkatlah..but I didn't say anything...sebab aku ingatkan Celcom yang call..biasanya kalau no 03-sth, celcom je, nak suruh bayar bil. Haha..then, the person on the other line pun start bersuara "Hello"..ouh, bukan machine, means bukan Celcom lah ni kot...aku pun jawab lah kan "Hello" "Can I speak to Hanif?" "Yes, Hanif speaking" "I'm calling from Proton, regarding your scholarship application" "Ehemm??" "Did you got a mail from us before?" "Yeah, I got it on 7th May, requiring me to write an essay to be submitted no later than 11th May, but I didn't submit the essay due to some busyness during that week" fuhh, punya lah panjang explanation aku... "It's ok..can u come for interview this coming friday, 25th May?" "Yeah, sure..I think I can come..where is it? KL?" "In proton, shah alam. U need to bring along your essay as well as ur original certificates" "Do I need to bring my resume?" "That depends on you, if you want to show ur resume to panels, then u can bring it" "Ok, what time is it?" "8.30am..I'll email the details to you later" "Ok, thanks so much" "Welcome" ...


So....I guess this like my second chance..there was quite disappointment for me after 11th May passed by and I didn't submit the essay to them..my hopes for getting proton's scholarship has come to an end...memang dah takde harapan lah dah time tu..but now, aku anggap ni macam peluang kedua..lepas aku dah miss my first shot, diorang still bagi peluang lagi, panggil aku untuk interview...sebab dalam email aritu ade bagitaw, failing to submit to us as per deadline mentioned, your application is deemed to be unsuccessful. Alhamdulillah, masih terbuka lagi peluang tu. errmm..tipulah kalau aku kata yang aku tak mengharap yang aku akan dapat scholar ni..tapi, still, aku masih lagi berfikir dengan logik, mesti ramai other candidates yang bagus2, yang lebih cemerlang dari aku...fuhh...mesti cuak gile nanti..apa-apa pun, aku just mengharapkan yang terbaik je untuk aku.. terpulang lah pada ketentuan ilahi..Allah knows the best for me. Insyaallah ~

I Won't Give Up

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up
.
I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)


I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up


-Jason Mraz-

Terribly Horrible Test

I'm so fucked up! I really really am. Opps..sorry for inappropriate kind of language. It just that today definitely not my day. Can imagine now how badly my results gonna drop this sem. Dean list for this sem totally way beyond my dream..memang tak lah kan! But still, I'm hoping that I can atleast get 3pointers. It must be sucks for me if I get below 3. T_T   But as far as now, memang agak tipis, really really really a slight chance for me to pass my engineering material (EM) course. huhu..just now, I already took 2nd test of EM and I think u can already imagine how it went by the intro of my post rite? Yeah...it went pretty bad. Hell yeah, really bad; ain't joking mate. Almost semua questions asked aku takleh jawab..how? hurrmmm..tu baru je test, not even yet the final. Dah la carry marks aku rendah gila vavi.. Hopefully sangat sangat aku dapat pass subjek ni, tak kisah lah if I get extremely low mark; even the minimum mark to pass. Some might says, "ala, relax lah derr, satu subjek je pun.." tapi satu subjek ni pn aku rasa effect jugak untuk pointer. Coz ada few subjects gak lagi yang aku tak berapa nak mengharap cuma those aren't as bad as EM :( Papepun, I'm just praying for the best. Andai kata bukan rezeki aku, siapalah aku untuk mengubahnya. Just need to try harder if I really aiming for the best. So, it's a lesson for u *pointing at myself in the mirror. Don't expect everything will always be fine.

hopefully takde lah subject yang aku fail for this sem. letih wo nak repeat balik

Tapi yang takleh blah nye, time jawab test tadi, each time lecturer lalu sebelah aku, seboleh-bolehnya aku cuba sorok jwpan aku. Haha. Mana taknya, dua kali dia singgah lalu kat aku, jenguk aku and tegur aku. When I told my friends, diorang semua cakap, gila ah madam psiko kau. huhu.. "Soalan 1 pun tak jawab lagi? Haiisshhh..apa lah awak ni!" "Mende lah yang awak buat tu. Apa awak lukis tu? atoms? hmmm... *sighed" Memanglah dia nak tegur kesilapan aku, tapi aku memang tak tahu langsung..haha..nampak sangat kan tak study. Yeah, the truth is, memang tak study pun! Just sempat belek2 lecturer notes seimbas lalu je about 2 hours before test...coz aku memang berikan keutamaan for technical writing test which held earlier in morning. Memang style aku kot aku rasa, dari dulu, mana yang aku rasa lebih ada sinar harapan *definitely not that newspaper..aku akan put more effort on that so that ianya betul2 membawa sinar..ceewwah gitu..haha..maybe sebab taknak take risk jugak kot, takut nanti jadi macam peribahasa yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran. But bukannya bermaksud yang aku tak tahu, it should not be this way. Aku kena utamakan semuanya, sama tara..or lebihkan yang kurang mahir tuh so that the result pun jadi sama tara jugak kan. hurrmmm...entahlah labu. Sekian, wasalam.

Rockin' Retro Nite

"Back to retro" describing our faculty dinner last wednesday. I was one of AJK for dinner..what ajk?? tema n hiasan..haha..no wonder lah why deco for that nite look really nice kan. tho' ada mcm2 konflik n masalah for us committee to make that dinner happen well, all n all, it was a really really really fun night! masalah apa? ade lah, takyah tahu ..So, lets check out a few pics taken that nite....

Mari Bersih Membersih

* Disclaimer : Biarpun tajuk entri macam tu, actually entry ni takde kaitan LANGSUNG ngan perarakan besih baru-baru ini okay!

Well, macam tittle above, entry ni just untuk membersihkan sawang-sawang yang sekian lama menetap kat blog aku since aku pun agak lama jugak lah tak update blog ni kan. Takde apa pun sangat yg nak cakap kat entry kali ni. Sekarang pun dah masuk bulan May, bermaksud April telah berlalu meninggalkan kita (apa aku merepek ni?). Perginya bulan April turut disertakan dengan pemergian kucing kesayangan aku, Harry. It's not a big deal, he's just a cat, right? Well, it ain't like that. Harry was so special to us, my whole family. Maybe pet owners yg lain faham kot. Kalau korang takde haiwan peliharaan yg korang sayang mungkin lah korang tak faham. Tapi takpe lah. Aku pun redha ngan pemergian Harry, sekurang-kurangnya dapat mengurangkan penderitaan dia.

Kalau ikutkan, Harry ni dah 2 kali admitted kat ward. 1st time dulu sebab my dad terlanggar dia masa nak keluarkan kereta. Kaki belakang patah. Tapi dah semakin beransur okay dah. Dari tak boleh jalan, dia dah boleh jalan eventually meskipun tak fully recovered lagi. But then, one night (aku tak ingat bila tapi weekend lah kot sbb aku ada kat rumah) dia balik rumah dengan keadaan yang sangat memilukan..serius, tak sanggup aku tengok masa tu. Sangat parah. Tak dapat aku nak menggambarkan betapa peritnya dia menahan sakit time tu, Allah je yang tahu...dengan mata sebelah kiri tersembul keluar..agak menakutkan. Memang time tu je, aku dah sedih gila. But since klinik pun dah tutup malam tu, esok pagi baru lah hantar dia gi klinik. This time masuk ICU lak. Operate buang mata sebelah kiri tu sebab memang dah tak boleh functioning lagi dah..then kelopak sebelah kiri tu dijahit buat sementara waktu. Jaw dia pun memang time tu dislocated, dah lari dah. Wallahualam, macam mana boleh jadi macam tu. Maybe kena langgar motor kot..Tapi memang vet dah cakap dah, chances untuk dia pulih ni quite low sebab dia ada leukaemia n FIV. 

*muka monyok..lepas kaki belakang patah kena langgar

Busted!!!

Horatio was having an early walk. He had just crossed a bridge when he saw a crowd of people. Rushing to them, he found that they were crowding around a dead woman. Horatio was a famous crime investigator. He took the case and started his investigation.

The woman seemed to have come for an early walk, too. Seeing her handbag lying nearby, Horatio ruffled through it and found what he wanted - her identity card.

Her name was Angelina Jolie and her house was about 10 minutes drive away. He also found her number written on other card. Horatio phoned the number.

"Is this Jolie's residence?"

"Yes. And I am her husband. What do you want?"

"Sir, your wife is dead!"

"What?!! No way!"

"Sir, come here quickly!"

About ten minutes later, a car pulled up. The husband got down, and on seeing the woman, rushed to her and started crying. Horatio was about to console him when something flashed in his mind. He then quickly had the husband arrested. Can you tell WHY?????

It's easy.. Horatio didn't mentioned where he found Angelina but still, Brad Pitt managed to get to the incident place by himself which proves he is the suspect.  Case solved!

*Entri ni aku sedut kat facebook. and I believe it has nothing to do with the either the dead or still alive person. Any similarities is just coincidence. Nama dalam citer ni aku dah tukar biar lain dari original post kat facebook tu. Sekian 

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What your mom call your father?

One day, a teacher gave her students Lifesavers candy. The students began to identify the flavours by their colour.

Red......................Cherry

Yellow......................Lemon

Green......................Lime

Orange......................Orange

Eventually, the teacher gave them all honey flavour but none of the student can identify it taste.

The teacher then said, "I will give u all a clue. It's what your mother may call your father sometimes."
Suddenly, one little girl spit her lifesaver candy out and yelled, "OMG! It's asshole!"


The teacher then leaved the room without saying anything. LoL!!!

Wordless Wednesday #6

Deaths in the Dark Forest

One of 'em juz saw something that good enough to be called as dinner. So, she told her friends, families..heck, she told the whole neighbourhood about the delicious tempting something she juz saw. Their hopes raised as they approaching the food closer..closer..and...there we go, it's a miracle. Finally there's human in this forest...human being, something that we had long hoping for. Something that we can call as victim. So, what you waiting for peeps?! Lets diggin'! 


Pappp!! I slapped my face, my hands, my arms and back of my body as an army of slutty mosquitoes attacked me. Many had died. It wasn't really an honourable death (those foolish nyamuk tried to suck my blood..who they think the are huh? vampire? haha)... Tapi, even many were killed, diorang si bedebah-bedebah sekalian ni tak patah semangat, there were more coming for me. It juz like unstoppable, there's nothing I can do there. Yup, true story bro! All of those really had happened to me last week during my Briged Siswa's camping at Paloh Inai, Pekan. It was quite fun actually except for all the nyamuk love bites part.

Wordless Wednesday #5